Monday, February 25, 2013

Try again

hi readers, whats app?
what did you do today?
whatever it is, i hope all of you happy !

today i want to share about motivate,
have you ever thought about used music to motivate youself?

i bet, that some of you think that how music can motivated us.,
of course you can.
how?
its easy, just pick one of your favorite song. then think about it

one of my favorite song is try again by westlife;

it said that,

Hush now don't you cry, there will be a better day,  i promise you.
We can work it out, but if only you let me know, whats on your mind
Baby, you tought it was forever trough any kind of weather, but someday you will find what you're searching for.
Try again, never stop believing, try again dont give up on your love. stumble or fall is the heart of it all. so when you fall down, just try again.






p/s : think between the line, it is not only for "love" between boyfriend n girlfriend



Tuesday, February 19, 2013

In Class

Hi, today while in class. csc134 class.i got so many information. we are asking to involve in group forum.wahh..its really great!
why?
because, i and my friends-classmate can share our opinion.
Lets me show you my friends !
opps friends~





amirun,arif,rahzaq and the prettiest one is MIZA !
we are the HOLYFIRE'S !




Saturday, February 2, 2013

Help me


while listening to Ingrid Michaelson – All Love
i found myself breathing heavily,
im trying to make myself cry but it won't do,
i wonder why.
I forgot how i look, in my every dream, i wonder who is she,
she doesnt feel a thing,
is it true, i am not brave, not strong enough?
i am trying to figure out myself,
that true love.
how and when, where and who is it?
im all alone, or it is actually what i had always want.
to be alone. is that it?

im like a nucleus,
trying to defense myself,from my past memory,
avoiding the future.. well i guess its not just me..
how am i going to find my future? If i don't trust myself.
i need help,but who?
i am not happy, i figure that out already.
i always searching, searching for something or someone or whatever it might be.

or was it all this while,ive been that nucleus,
deep inside the core, layered with proton and electron inside my shell.
i question myself? who i wanna be?
this feeling i cant keep it forever,
what im afraid of the most is someday i might lost this feeling,again,like i did last time.
That anguish,heartache, i just cant define it.

To be honest, at this moment, i just wanna be hug,by somebody i love,
who love me too,i hope.
so that i won't feel alone anymore.
I know, its kinda selfish,  because i want all this story for myself, all this world.
but then i just want the world to understand me, i just want the destiny to understand me just this time.

how i feel now?
it feels like twilight,
beautiful but empty,
sad and cold,
my twilight.
It's hard to start believe in relationship again,
but i try, i wanted to.

help me.

Those people,they said they be there for me, but now they gone.
Those people,they said i was special,but they leave me.
Those people, betrayed my trust.

It's hard to start believe in relationship again,
but i try, i wanted to.

help me.

Abang buah hatiku =P

hai, how are you readers?baik2 je kan? miza hope korang baik2 je laa k?sekarang ni miza nak cerita sikit apa yang berlaku kat miza dalam tempoh beberapa jam ni.miza tak sure dalam tempok 24 jam or lebih.boleh kan? "cecite2 " hopefully dekat minda korang macam tu le.. hehe
ok.semalam miza tak datang kelas bel tau.sebab nak g melawat nenek kat hospital.semalam hari yang kedua nenek di masukkan kat hospital.ala sedih laa kan?kesian,pastu sampai2 je.mak cakap "malam ni kau jaga nenek k". miza senyap je,takde sebarang komen.boleh gak macam tu?sepanjang malam miza jaga nenek.wah! memang pengalaman baru la tidur dekat hospital.masa kat hospital,sepanjang nenek di bawah pengawasan miza,cehh.macam doktor laa pulak.taklaa,bukan macam tu.korang faham kan apa yang miza cuba sampaikan? ok . GOOD ! =)
memang tak tidur sangat laa.nenek asyik2 nak kencing.yelaa. dah doktor arahkan masukkan air-NaCl n ada satu lagi detox apa ke namanya tu.tak ingat.kat sini miza bukan nak mengeluh.seronok tau jaga nenek.pengalaman baru.bukan mudah nak buat semua tu.nampak je simple..tapi.hanya Allah dan yang mengalaminya saja yang tahu. *seronoknya~ !!
hari ni.. jam berapa entah miza balik rumah,guna bas je.sebelum tu,mak ada gak pesan "beli ko kueh k nana,tadik masak nasik goreng jak" -- dalam hati miza.alaa,nak kena beli ke..leceh nye.pastu miza balik je laa..singgah kat mini mart.beli buger.haha.jap2.teringat laa pulak dengan Mr.Burgar.haha.he really inspire me.yeah On Fine Day..dah2.balik pada cerita.masa sampai kat pasar kuching,nak ambik bas g matang n blablabla. boleh pulak miza singgah kat kfc.kfc saujana.masa tengah tunggu giliran nak order tu,. miza memang berdoa sangat2 supaya pekerja tu faham apa yang miza cakap.yalah diaorang semuanya golongan OKU-orang kelebihan upaya/kalau tak silap laa nama baru ganti orang kurang upaya.haha.so finally miza berjaya laa. dia faham.terdetik gak dalam hati.macam mana diaorang belaja bahasa isyarat??
bila dah sampai rumah,miza tengok tv.lepas tu tv tengok miza.handphone ntah kemana.banyak etul miscall n message.miza hanya tahu jam 9++ malam.lepas pulang dari hospital.lalalala. mana tak nya.bangun dari tidur menunaokan apa yang patut.pastu patah balik g hospital.handphone tinggal.!
lepas baca semua sms tu,miza memang tension giler.perghh laa..ada gak perkara yang menyedihkan yang telah disampaikan..kalau boleh miza nak sangat mention.yelah kan.meluahkan apa yang terpendam.tapi.melalui blog bukan alat yang sesuai.tapi apa pun.miza bersyukur sangat2 sebab ini satu pengalaman baru yang miza dapat.perasaan tu,sangat lah *great ! terima kasih abang,miza takde sebarang niat pun nak buat abang kecil hati.*peace ! abang *peace ! =)